Tuesday, June 19, 2012

The Heat is Suffocating

I am going to blame the heat for my not so good emotional breakdown at work today.

A week away from The Boys 18 birthday, someone who resembled his bio mom, comment via FB from my grandpa regarding my birth father, an email from my birth fathers mom, and near 100 degree heat index and I lost it.  As in sat in a puddle of tears.

Concentration on my breathe wasn't even something I could muster the strength todo.

Suffocating is all I say...the heat,  reminders of so much all around me, everyone and everything....suffocating.

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