Thursday, January 19, 2012
There's really no words to describe the place that I'm in right now. I've been here before. It isn't anything new.
Don't ask me what I need....I don't know what I need. Well, I know....but it isn't anything anyone can say or do. Right now - sleep would be nice.
Thursday and Fridays generally are very hard days for me. If the last 2 days are any indication how the next few days are going to go - I will be in a one hell of a place by "my weekend". I can't miss work any more than I already have. I can't. The stress of knowing that....just adds to the downward spiral that I've been in.