Continue to have spells that knock me down wishing that I could sleep the next year away. Spells of pain...not depression. Yet in those moments I certainly think it would be best for all aspects....of course that is the pain and irrational thinking. I had two REALLY GOOD pain free days. And the last 24 hours not so good. Late last night I wondered if a trip to the ER was going to be in store. I'm cheap and refuse to pay the ER copay. So I weathered the pain.
By this morning it has lessened a tad.
This has truly knocked me on my ass. By all accounts it appears this has been the same stuff I have been dealing with since December 13 or so. It is getting really old..mreally fast.
Today my mood has taken a significant dip. Trying to 'notice' without judgement ....it isn't going so well.