There has not been much talking in the last 24 hours.
Just time spent together.
With no children.
With no demands.
Laying side by side watching reruns of Law and Order in a fancy hotel room.
No phone calls from baby-sitters or children.
No hopeless thinking.
Wonders of how to keep the 'light hearted thinking to stick around'.
Grieving the loss of one child, yet hope of the future for our 2 children at home.
Just my husband and I connecting on a much different level than we have in many months...possible couple years!
My heart is still heavy. It has taken s great deal of energy to stay present. To not stray. I really need a break. Praying for lighter days...and thinking/thoughts!