That is all. Just need to put that out there. I posted via my phone last night. It didn't work. The road is rough and rocky right now. Leaving my house for work this morning was tough. Very tough. There is no noticing w/o judgement. And it is a matter of time before I crash. This morning it doesn't seem like there is any good reason to fight it. Yet, acceptng the inevitable almost seems as though I am giving up.