Wednesday, December 28, 2011

Slippery Slope

Several days of pretty ok days.  Fleeting moments here and there.  And then the sliding begins. 

I don't want to talk to anyone.
I don't want to see anyone.
I don't want to drag my ass out of bed at 3:30am to go to work.
I am trapped.
There is no choice in the matter. I have 2 look and talk to people.  That is my job.  I have to get ot of bed bc I will loose my job if I don't.   And I'm sliding down the slippery is hard, VERY HARD, to just not say f*ck it and stay in bed.  When I'm done with my morning shift....I will slide right back nto bed. 

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