This morning I woke having slept little. Filled with intense emotions.
I'm angry.
In between the intense anger there are bursts of tears.
And guilt.
And more anger.
And more tears.
And in between it all...I can't seem to grasp why ...
Why do I care?
2 comments:
It is just like our kids, regardless of how their birth parents treated them, they are a part of who they are. You are mourning the fact that you never had what you needed from him. You are mourning the fact that you never got closure. You are mourning the fact that you care.
I am sorry. If I could make it better I would.
A part of you died too. Like it or not, good or bad, you were linked together by genetics. A part is gone. Perhaps some sort of healing will progress from here.
I love you.
Everything Sherri said. It is the abandon child within. {{{Hugs}}}
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