Sunday, July 22, 2012


Going through the motions.  Hoping and praying each day the light will emerge.  Sometimes,  it shines.  Ever so lightly.  Letting me know that it is there.  Somewhere.  And if I continue to move through the motions..the tough will shine brighter than I've ever scene .
I'm concerned about having surgery and being dependent on pain medication. 

I know they increase depression and agitation.   And yet, there will be no choice. 

I have had very little success processing and understanding the stuff that came up this week in my appt with H*.  As long as I stuff that crap right back where it came from...I'm okay...for today.

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