Sunday, July 1, 2012

The Sunsets

And the Sunrises.

Every day I think, hope, and pray that with each new sunrise there will be light at the end of the tunnel.

This low has been tough.  Much different than other times I have been here and at times a bit scarier.  I have never lacked trust in myself when it comes to BELIEVING I would not harm myself.  That belief is/was gone.  I say WAS not because this spurt is over.  Because, it has lifted enough for me to see, accept,  and take responsibility to do no harm.

I pushed like hell to BE present at all times yesterday with my family.  It was tough.   And I ended the day emotionally drained. 

Tonight the sun will set just like it did in this picture taken with my phone last night. And will rise again.

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