Thursday, February 2, 2012

Breaking the Cycle

Something has to give. 
Something.

I'm a firm believer in comfort and healing blessings.  However, I struggle with asking.

Tonight our Bishop sent my dh a text asking if I would like a blessing.  He will be here in a little bit.  Embarrassed because I have not showered or done anything to myself.  The mere fact I left my house w/o showering and went to the big box computer store....tells you something.  A friend called and said meet me for lunch.  She said "** did you brush your hair today?  Don't mean to be rude or mean but you do look rough."  No I didn't brush it. I wet my hands and put them threw must hair and left.

It has been many years since I've had a blessing.  It is needed. Praying for a break.   Anything.