There are moments in life when standing still is okay. There is no wrong or right. This is where I find myself right now.
Going through the motions of daily life. Sleep still haunts me. I spent more time awake at night than I ever do. Pain slowly getting better. Rang of motion not so much. It is slow and tedious work...this recovery process.
Suicidal thoughts have backed off for the most part. Depression still seeps into the cracks where it can.
Anxiety is sky high. Hoping this will even out soon.