There are just no words.
No picture to capture a thought or mood today.
No words that can really comfort my heart.
My dh did something today that I'm certain he feels is 'ok'.
It is not.
I was so hurt and upset that I was unable to express that to him.
This is not a blog about our disruption. I will not say what or how or anything of the sorts on this blog.
I will say ....it adds a son to my anxiety and depression that wasnt needed.
My biggest freeking fear. Will come true before I know it.
And I don't know that I can handle that.
So for today there are no real words of anything.