I really don't get it!
And yet, I DO get it!
This morning I managed to pull myself together and go to work. I sat oncall for 3 hours. Barely keeping myself together. When I read a FB status from my cousin that read "I never imagined loosing my daddy would be so hard....I love you..your - -."
My heart sank as I realized my uncle Dan passed away last night. On his dd's 16th birthday.
I was in T.arget 2 hours later when I was called and told that my Uncle Dan committed suicide last night.
I am devastated. I GET IT. Yet, I don't!
Dear Lord...why? It has been the only thing I can muster up the strength to really think/say!!