Of having a horrendous headache/migraine. Started with neck and shoulder pain on Thursday. Turned headache.
Friday night I slept horrible. Nightmare city. Panic city. Woke up with a killer headache.
Chiropractor appt helped. Then it started back in yesterday afternoon. And all night. Stressed and feeling like a complete failure for having to call in sick again for the 2nd day in a row if this didn't go away by morning I went to bed in tears. Fighting the downward spiral that would make this headache worse.
I cancelled a photoshoot for today before going to bed. Took more tylonal than my body should have had and off to sleep. And i slept!! Big deep sleep.
When my alarm went off at 5am for work i swear it was as if it jumped on my face it hurt so much.
Showered and then crawled back in bed after realizing there was no dang way I could work with this horrendous migraine.
Called chiropractor and he said come back. So i just did. He said my neck and shoulders was way worse than yesterday. He gave me a work note and encouraged me to get a massage. Which air am. AGAIN...but not with Heather. I should have called her. I feel guilty bc its the weekend. So I called Massage E.nvy. oi! Praying for some relief. My chiropractor ...hes a gem. He knows me and knows me well. He mentioned that he is certain the 'muscle tightness is in relation to my emotional state of mind. I said to him ive not said anything to you and haven't seen you in 2 weekend. He said he knows me and knows me well. I laughed.
This has been a long spurt. I'm ready for a break. Even fof a few days. I will take anything. I got a lil chuckle when another friend told me she found some article of clothing in her attic that reminded her of me and she cried because she missed me. Why did I chuckle....bc yesterday while I was in bed my son slammed a door in the house. When I saw her a few weeks ago she gave me a picture frame with a lil blurp from my favorite song...F@caking Perfect by Pink. When the door slammed it fell off my headboard and on my face. Remember my head hurts....but at that moment I missed her. And the tears flowed. It was my Father in Heavens way of reminding me...I'm not alone.