The picture in this post describes where my head/brain is really at.
Heaviness that is encompassing my entire existence. There have been low spots over the last few months. Many to be exact. However, the last few days have really taken its toll. My family is suffering. Regardless if how hard I try to keep it from them. My pain tolerance is diminished. The tolerance for anything is gone.
Getting up is hard to do.
Not giving up is hard to do.