Friday, August 3, 2012

Closing In

These walls are closing in on me.  I'm an emotional mess this morning. And the realization that I am not going to be able to attend a birthday celebration tomorrow at my aunts house has been the icing on the cake.

I have family from Fl here.  Not getting to see them is tough.

I'm not a home body.  These walls are closing in.  I woke up with an overwhelming feeling of suffocating as I sit and look at the same walls and think...3-4 weeks of not sleeping in my bed, of sitting here staring at the same thing....and there is no stopping the tears.  Having my recovery time he doubled what we thought it would be bc of more damage found...suffocating.

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