I've contemplated for many reasons over the last several months about the possibility of changing to someone else. After I returned home from my trip to Utah in September it became painfully obvious that there was gonna need to be a change. She has put it out on the table on more than one occasion. And everytime I think about changing or she brings it up; I go back to the same place This last week we discussed it in greater depth. She gave me idea of someone w/in her office that I could see. When I left I made an appointment. There was still a very small voice in the back of my head that said "you could still go back to her if it doesn't work out with this new person."
However, a change in insurance will mean that I have to terminate this relationship. It is bittersweet. On many levels it is heartwrenching. After almost 14 years of being a patient at this clinic I will have to break things off with both my therapist and psychiatrist. It isn't setting very well with me at the moment... normal everyday anxiety is increased 100%.