This picture kind of does a little bit.
I don't think I have the ability to trust and believe that it will get better.....
Just different. It just gets different!!!!
My heart is hurting in manner much different than I imagined it would.
Grieving the life I once had.
Grieving the dreams and inspirations for my family.
Grieving there is a light at the end when in fact I've lost hope that light will be bright again.