Today...I'm figuring out how to go through the motions. It is the longest I have went without seeing a therapist in many years. Truthfully, the last time it was this long with no end in site resulted in disaster.
Disaster lies on the horizon. No therapist. No psychiatrist. Nadda.
I'm not working. Managed to fail interview for important promotion.
I have managed to push many, if not all, of those who supported me away. Try as I might continue to sucdeed.
Failure rings loud and clear. So loud I can't hear much else.