Monday, June 17, 2013
Get back up....
My inner critic and self doubt is raging higher than ever. And has already begun to wreak havoc. I know I shouldn't give in and I know that sabotage isn't the answer. Yet, when faced with fear and anxiety of the replayed tapes....I gave in. And here I did!
The next step is to call and find out if I have to work today bc I'm on call. Go to TMS and a therapy appt tonight. Both of which I wish I wasn't going to. Staying in bed seems to be the better alternative.
I know I need to get up.
Damnit I will.
No one said I have to like it.
Just freeking need to do it
Posted by "Lil Ol' Me" at 9:03 AM